11. Luxit ergo, ut supra memini, exemplo, digito, verbo: opere se ipsum, Christum indice, nosmetipsos nobis sermone declarans. Tu puer, propheta Altissimi vocaberis, ait pater; praeibis enim ante faciem Domini parare vias ejus, ad dandam scientiam salutis plebi ejus. Ad dandam, inquit, non salutem: neque enim ille lux; sed scientiam salutis, ut testimonium perhibet de lumine. Scientiam, inquit, salutis, in remissionem peccatorum (Luc. I, 76, 77). Num salutis scientiam sapiens parvipendere potest? Ponamus tamen necdum venisse Joannem, necdum significasse nobis de Christo. Ubi salutem quaeremus? Peccavi peccatum grande, quod sanguine vitulorum vel hircorum deleri non potest, quia non holocaustis delectatur Altissimus. Memoria mea infecta est faece hujus amurcae: non est novacula quae membranam hanc radere possit, quia tota totam imbibit faecem. Si peccati mei oblitus fuero, stultus sum et ingratus; si in memoria mea permanet, arguet me in aeternum. Quid igitur faciam? Ibo ad Joannem, et audiam vocem laetitiae, misericordiae vocem, sermonem gratiae, verbum remissionis et pacis. Ecce, inquit, Agnus Dei, ecce qui tollit peccata mundi (Joan. I, 29); et alibi: Qui habet sponsam, inquit, sponsus est (Joan. III, 29). Ostendit igitur quia venit Deus, quia sponsus, quia Agnus. Quia Deus, certum est quod peccata remittere possit; sed utrum velit, adhuc in quaestione est. Vult profecto, quia sponsus est, quia amabilis est. Et Joannes amicus sponsi est, quia sponsus nisi amicos habere non novit. Et licet velit gloriosam sponsam non habentem maculam,
11. He shone, then, as I recalled above, by example, by finger, by word: by his deed declaring himself, by his pointing finger Christ, by his speech ourselves to ourselves. You, child, shall be called the prophet of the Most High, says his father; for you shall go before the face of the Lord to prepare His ways, to give knowledge of salvation to His people. To give, he says, not salvation: for he was not the light; but knowledge of salvation, as he bears witness to the light. Knowledge, he says, of salvation, unto the remission of sins (Luke 1:76, 77). Can a wise man make light of the knowledge of salvation? Let us suppose, however, that John had not yet come, had not yet made known to us anything of Christ. Where shall we seek salvation? I have sinned a great sin, which cannot be blotted out by the blood of calves or of goats, because the Most High does not delight in holocausts. My memory is stained with the dregs of these lees: there is no razor that can scrape this parchment, for the whole of it has soaked up the whole of the dregs. If I forget my sin, I am foolish and ungrateful; if it remains in my memory, it will accuse me for ever. What then shall I do? I will go to John, and hear the voice of gladness, the voice of mercy, the speech of grace, the word of remission and of peace. Behold, he says, the Lamb of God, behold Him who takes away the sins of the world (John 1:29); and elsewhere: He who has the bride, he says, is the bridegroom (John 3:29). He shows, therefore, that God has come, that the Bridegroom has, that the Lamb has. Because He is God, it is certain that He can forgive sins; but whether He wills to is still in question. He wills it surely, because He is the Bridegroom, because He is lovable. And John is the friend of the Bridegroom, because the Bridegroom knows how to have none but friends. And though He wills to have a glorious bride not having spot,
1. In sanctorum Vigiliis necesse est vigilare hominem spiritualem, qui solemnitates eorum celebrare desiderat in spiritu et veritate. Aliae enim carnalium, aliae spiritualium vigiliae. Illi et nitidiores cultus, et epulas praeparant lautiores: et fortassis in ipsis vig⟨i⟩liis operantur opera tenebrarum, laetantur cum male fecerint et exsultant in rebus pessimis. Vos non ita didicistis Christum, qui Christum secuti estis, qui omnia reliquistis, qui vigilanti oculo vigiliarum nomen debetis attendere. Ad hoc enim vigiliae proponuntur, ut evigilemus, si in aliquo peccato vel negligentia dormitamus, et praeoccupemus faciem sanctorum in confessione. Non sic filii hujus saeculi, non sic, qui potentes sunt ad bibendum vinum, et viri fo⟨r⟩tes ad miscendam ebrietatem; qui obdormierunt in flagitiis et facinoribus suis. Illud vos non lateat, quia qui ebrii sunt, nocte ebrii sunt; et qui dormiunt, nocte dormiunt: et frustra sonat eis nomen Vigiliarum sanctarum, cum ipsi magis dormire studeant, quam vigilare. Vos autem non estis filii noctis, neque tenebrarum, sed lucis et
1. On the Vigils of the saints the spiritual man, who desires to celebrate their solemnities in spirit and in truth, must keep watch. For the vigils of the carnal are one thing, those of the spiritual another. The former prepare finer attire and more sumptuous feasts; and perhaps on the very vigils they work the works of darkness, they rejoice when they have done evil and exult in the worst of things. You have not so learned Christ, you who have followed Christ, who have left all things, who ought to attend with a watchful eye to the name of vigils. For vigils are set before us for this, that we may awake, if we are slumbering in some sin or negligence, and come before the face of the saints in confession. Not so the sons of this world, not so, who are mighty to drink wine, and strong men to mingle drunkenness; who have fallen asleep in their outrages and crimes. Let this not escape you, that those who are drunk are drunk at night, and those who sleep sleep at night: and in vain does the name of the holy Vigils sound for them, since they are more eager to sleep than to keep watch. But you are not sons of night, nor of darkness, but of light and