per quam suscepimus misericordiam tuam, Deus: ipsa est per quam et nos Dominum Jesum in domos nostras excipimus. Et nobis enim singulis castra sunt singula, et singulae domus; et Sapientia pulsat ad ostia singulorum: si quis ei aperuit, introibit, coenabitque cum eo. Est vulgare proverbium, quod multorum in ore, magis autem in corde versatur: Bonum, inquiunt, servat castellum, qui custodierit corpus suum. Sapiens tamen non sic, sed magis inquit: Omni custodia serva cor tuum, quia ex ipso vita procedit (Prov. IV, 23).
through whom we have received Thy mercy, O God; she it is through whom we too receive the Lord Jesus into our houses. For each of us too has a village of his own, and a house of his own; and Wisdom knocks at the door of each: if anyone opens to her, she will come in and sup with him. There is a common proverb, which is in the mouths of many, and still more in their hearts: He keeps a good village, they say, who guards his body. Yet the Wise Man says not so, but rather: With all watchfulness keep your heart, for out of it life proceeds (Prov. 4:23).
3. Esto tamen, cedendum sit multitudini; bonum castrum custodiat, qui custodierit corpus suum. Illud sane quaerendum quaenam huic sit adhibenda custodia castro. Rectene custodisse tibi videtur anima illa corporis sui castrum, cujus membra, velut conjuratione facta, inimico ejus dominium tradidere? Sunt enim qui cum morte foedus inierunt, pactum pepigerunt cum inferno (Isa. XXVIII, 15). Incrassatus est, inquit, dilectus, et recalcitravit; incrassatus impinguatuss dilatatus (Deut. XXXII, 15). Haec plane custodia, quae laudatur a peccatoribus in desideriis carnis suae. Quid vobis videtur, fratres? num et in hac parte cedendum est multitudini? Absit! Paulum magis interrogemus, utpote ducem strenuum militiae spiritualis. Dic nobis, Apostole, quae sit tui custodia castri? Ego, ait, sic curro, non quasi in incertum; sic pugno, non quasi aerem verberans. Castigo enim corpus meum, et in servitutem redigo, ne forte, cum aliis praedicavero, ipse reprobus efficiar (I Cor. IX, 26, 27). Et alio in loco: Non regnet, inquit, peccatum in vestro mortali corpore ad obediendum concupiscentiis ejus (Rom. VI, 12). Utilis profecto custodia, et felix anima, quae sic custodierit corpus suum, ut nunquam sibi vindicet illud inimicus. Fuit enim aliquando, cum hoc meum castrum tyrannidi suae impius ille subjecerat sibi, potestative membris imperans universis. Quantum eo nocuerit tempore, praesens adhuc indicat desolatio et egestas. Heu! nec continentiae murum in eo, nec patientiae antemurale reliquit. Exterminavit vineas, messuit segetes, arbores exstirpavit: quippe etiam oculus iste meus depraedabatur animam meam. Denique nisi quia Dominus adjuvit me, paulo minus habitasset in inferno anima mea. Dico autem infernum inferiorem, ubi nulla confesssio unde nemini datur exire.
3. Be it so, however; let us yield to the multitude: let him guard a good stronghold who has guarded his body. But surely we must ask what sort of guard is to be set over this stronghold. Does that soul seem to you to have rightly guarded the stronghold of its body whose members, as though a conspiracy had been formed, have handed over the mastery to its enemy? For there are those who have made a covenant with death and struck a pact with hell (Isa. 28:15). The beloved grew fat, it says, and kicked; he grew fat, he grew stout, he was enlarged (Deut. 32:15). This plainly is the guarding that is praised by sinners in the desires of their flesh. What do you think, brethren? Must we yield to the multitude in this matter too? God forbid! Let us rather question Paul, as a vigorous captain of the spiritual warfare. Tell us, Apostle, what is the guarding of your stronghold? I, he says, so run, not as at an uncertainty; so I fight, not as one beating the air. For I chastise my body and bring it into subjection, lest perhaps, when I have preached to others, I myself should become a castaway (1 Cor. 9:26–27). And in another place: Let not sin, he says, reign in your mortal body, so that you obey its lusts (Rom. 6:12). A useful guarding indeed, and happy the soul that so guards its body that the enemy never claims it for himself. For there was a time when that wicked one had subjected this stronghold of mine to his tyranny, commanding all its members with full power. How much harm he did in that time, the desolation and want still present show. Alas! he left in it neither the wall of continence nor the outwork of patience. He laid waste the vineyards, reaped the crops, rooted up the trees: for even this eye of mine was plundering my soul. In short, had not the Lord helped me, my soul had well-nigh dwelt in hell. But I mean the lower hell, where there is no confession, whence no one is granted to go out.
4. Caeterum etiam tunc nec carcer illi deerat, nec infernus. Ab ipso nempe conjurationis et proditionis pessimae deprehensa principio, non alibi quam in domo propria carcerali est mancipata custodiae, nec aliis quam suae ipsius familiae data tortoribus. Erat enim illi conscientia carcer, erant tortores ratio et memoria, atque hi quidem crudeles, austeri et immisericordes: sed longe minus a rugientibus illis praeparatis ad escam, quibus erat jam jamque tradenda. Sed benedictus Deus, qui non dedit me in captionem dentibus eorum. Benedictus, inquam, Dominus, qui visitavit et fecit redemptionem. Cum enim
4. Yet even then it lacked neither a prison nor a hell. For, caught at the very beginning of that most wicked conspiracy and treason, it was consigned to prison custody nowhere else than in its own house, and handed over to no other torturers than those of its own household. For its conscience was its prison; its torturers were reason and memory, and these indeed cruel, harsh and merciless, but far less so than those roaring ones made ready for the prey, to whom it was even now about to be handed over. But blessed be God, who has not given me as a prey to their teeth. Blessed, I say, be the Lord, who has visited and wrought redemption. For when