ipsi verbum non intellexerunt. Et fortasse sub hoc mysterio secreto locutus est eis, quia quod loquitur secretum est ab eis. Erat, inquit, verbum absconditum ab eis, et ipsi nihil horum intellexerunt (Luc. XVIII). Ego quoque eorum quae de crucifixione filii hominis in me hesterna die tam prolixe dixi, utique nihil intelligo, quid sibi velit omnis exercitatio mea et continuus labor, ignoro; quem habitura sint finem nescio; quid portentent, quo vocentur nomine ante eum qui bonorum nostrorum non indiget, non intelligo. Saepe enim quod altum est apud homines, abominabile est apud Deum. Merita quidem nostra significativa praemiorum esse non ambigimus, et omnia quae agimus, quasi voces quasdam esse propheticas, et praenuntias eorum quae ventura sunt super nos, praemiorum aut suppliciorum. Reddetur enim unicuique secundum opera sua (Apoc. XXII). Et: Oportet nos omnes exhiberi ante tribunal Christi, ut recipiat unusquisque, prout gessit in corpore (II Cor. V). Videns tamen publicanos et meretrices ingredi in regnum Dei, et excludi prophetas ac virgines, mirabiliumque signorum effectores, eos quoque qui portaverunt pondus diei et aestus, nihil majus accipere his qui una hora fecerunt, et id posterius, fateor, haud intelligere me, in omnibus quae ago, quid agam, et cum omnia bona fecerim, et sustinuerim mala, nescire, utrum amore dignus sim, vel odio (Eccle. IX). O verbum valde secretum, nimis absconditum! quod nec taceri potest, nec sciri. Opera verba sunt; omnia clamant, et nihil est sine voce: sed adhuc quis sit finis sermonis, nec audivimus. Ideo quid sibi velint universa, quid portentent non intelligimus. De fine sermonis sententia pendet; omnis oratio ad finem usque suspenditur, fini acclamatur, fini respondetur, de fine judicatur, ante finem pendula sunt omnia, et nusquam locantur. Ante finem possunt prave dicta corrigi, praetermissa suppleri, superflua resecari, bene dicta depravari. Finis omnia concludit, omnia locat, omnia perficit, ut ante finem quid sit aliquid, nisi temere diffiniatur. Sic omnia incerta reservantur in posterum: quocunque vero ceciderit arbor, sive ad dexteram, sive ad sinistram, ibi erit; sive ad austrum, sive ad aquilonem (Eccle. XI), ibi locus ejus ante Dominum, cui nihil praeteritum, nihil futurum. Omne quod vivimus, punctum est, aut momentum; omne quod agimus tam diverse, tam variabiliter, opus unum, cujus finem exspectat Dominus et judicat. Dominus, inquit, judicabit fines terrae (I Reg. II). Principia et media mobilia sunt, loco vaga, ac per hoc a judicio libera; finis omnia locat, in quo omnia locantur. Qui usque in finem perseveraverit, salvus erit. Multorum enim diu multumque elaboratae justitiae, ob dissimilem finem in oblivionem erunt. Tales, quia non peregerunt, nihil egerunt, aut potius quod peregerunt, et non finierunt, id solum egerunt; caetera vero inchoata, non acta, quia reliquerunt, relinqui meruerunt. Ita
they themselves did not understand the word. And perhaps He spoke to them in secret under this mystery, because what He says is hidden from them. The word, it says, was hidden from them, and they understood none of these things (Luke 18). I too certainly understand nothing of the things I said at such length yesterday about the crucifixion of the son of man in me; what all my exercise and continual labour mean, I do not know; what end they will have, I do not know; what they portend, by what name they are called before Him who has no need of our goods, I do not understand. For often what is lofty among men is abominable before God. That our merits are signs of rewards we do not doubt, nor that all we do are, as it were, prophetic voices, foretelling what is to come upon us, rewards or punishments. For it will be rendered to each according to his works (Rev. 22). And: We must all be presented before the judgement seat of Christ, that each may receive according as he has done in the body (2 Cor. 5). Yet seeing publicans and harlots enter the kingdom of God, and prophets and virgins and workers of wonderful signs shut out, and those also who bore the burden of the day and the heat receiving nothing more than those who worked one hour, and that later, I confess that I do not understand, in all that I do, what I am doing, and that, though I have done all good things and endured evils, I do not know whether I am worthy of love or of hatred (Eccl. 9). O word exceedingly secret, too deeply hidden! which can neither be kept silent nor known. Works are words; all things cry out, and nothing is without a voice: but what the end of the sentence is, we have not yet heard. Therefore we do not understand what all things mean, what they portend. The meaning hangs on the end of the sentence; every utterance is held in suspense right to the end; it is to the end that men acclaim, to the end that they reply, by the end that they judge; before the end all things are hanging and are placed nowhere. Before the end, things wrongly said can be corrected, things omitted supplied, things superfluous cut away, things well said corrupted. The end concludes all things, places all things, perfects all things, so that before the end what anything is cannot be defined except rashly. So all uncertain things are kept for what comes after: but wherever the tree falls, whether to the right or to the left, there it will be; whether to the south or to the north (Eccl. 11), there is its place before the Lord, to Whom nothing is past, nothing future. All that we live is a point, or a moment; all that we do, so diversely, so changeably, is one work, whose end the Lord awaits and judges. The Lord, it says, will judge the ends of the earth (1 Sam. 2). Beginnings and middles are movable, wandering in place, and therefore free from judgement; the end places all things, the end in which all things are placed. He who perseveres to the end will be saved. For the justice of many, long and much laboured at, will pass into oblivion because of an unlike end. Such men, because they did not carry it through, did nothing; or rather, what they carried through and did not finish, that alone they did; but the rest, begun and not done, because they left it, they deserved to be left. So