Nos autem miseri, vagi, ac profugi, qui erravimus sicut ovis illa quae perierat, quam venit quaerere pastor bonus, et in sacris humeris repertam imposuit, ut reportet ad angelorum gregem, fiatque sicut unus pastor, sic unum ovile, propria imbecillitate intus deficimus ad malam esuriem, alienaque suggestione foris invitamur ad pejorem refectionem. Obliti comedere panem nostrum, esurimus alienum.
But we wretched ones, wanderers and fugitives, who have gone astray like that sheep which was lost, which the good shepherd came to seek and, having found it, laid on His sacred shoulders, to carry it back to the flock of the angels, so that as there is one shepherd there may be one fold: we fail within, through our own weakness, into an evil hunger, and are invited from without, by another's suggestion, to a worse refreshment. Forgetting to eat our own bread, we hunger for another's.
Cum ergo acediosos ac tepidos nos videt, qui semper invidet, qui semper insidiatur, quasi interioris defectus signum colligens, accedit, et unde reficiamur, ostendit. Quod immittere minime poterat, innatum fovere et augere festinat, qui ad fortem, constantem, ferventem, appropinquare non audet; sed a longe observat, ad acediosum et vacantem fabulis intus, id est cogitationibus, quae sunt sine intellectu, a qualibus Spiritus sanctus recedit, malignus accedit; non irruit, non infringit, sed leviter, et quasi modeste ne perterreat, sub specie consulentis accedit. Dicit ergo: Si Filius Dei es, dic ut lapides isti panes fiant. Non autem quod Filius Dei talis erat, sed quod tales ejus illa esuries figurare poterat. O lapidanda malignitas! quae lapide refici suades Filium Dei. Homines cum sint mali, norunt bona data dare filiis suis; et petenti panem Filio suo Pater coelestis lapidem daret? aut petenti piscem scorpionem, aut pro ovo serpentem? Torpentem spiritum a desiderio et meditatione coelestium, tanquam a pane angelorum ad lapidem frigidum, siccum et durum invitat, id est ad amorem et delectationem terrenorum, ut si illam consolationem perdidit, ab ista excipiatur et a diabolo decipiatur, qui in semet prius defecisse comprobatur. Sine omni enim, ut supra diximus, consolatione minime subsistere anima potest. Consolatio vero illi refectio et panis est. Si autem de mundo et carne, utique de lapide. Ad hanc ergo tentator mentem invitat, quam a delectatione Dei languere considerat. Unde in ordine vitiorum acediam avaritia sequitur, quia cadenti de coelo mundus iste blanditur. Cujus consolationem vere spiritualis beati David mens detestans ait: A mundo, et ab omnibus quae sunt in mundo, id est concupiscentia carnis et oculorum et ambitione saeculi, renuit consolari anima mea. Quid ergo? Absque delectationis consolatione poteris existere? minime. Sed memor fui Dei et delectatus sum: et quia otiositas inimica est animae, de ipso meditando exercitatus sum, et defecit non ab ipso in mundo vel in me ipso, sed a me et omni mundo in ipso solo spiritus meus (Psal. LXXVI). Ita quidem et Dominus meus Jesus in deserto nec otiosus nec vanis intentus meditans in lege Domini die ac nocte, omni tentationi de Scripturis sanctis occurrit. Licet enim mille artifex ob innumera quae exerit tentamentorum genera malignus iste dicatur, fidenter tamen dico, omni adinventioni ejus de Scriptura sancta facile posse convenienterque concludi. Absit enim ut malitia sapientiam
So when he who always envies, who always lies in wait, sees us slothful and lukewarm, he approaches, as if gathering a sign of inward failing, and shows us where to be refreshed. What he could by no means put into us, he hastens to cherish and increase once it is inborn; he who dares not come near the strong, the constant, the fervent, but watches from afar, approaches the slothful man who is at leisure within for idle tales, that is, for thoughts that are without understanding, from such as these the Holy Spirit withdraws, and the evil one approaches; he does not rush in, he does not break in, but lightly, and as if modestly so as not to frighten, he approaches in the guise of a counsellor. So he says: If you are the Son of God, command that these stones become bread. Not that the Son of God was such, but because that hunger of His could figure such men. O malice worthy to be stoned! you who urge the Son of God to be refreshed with a stone. Men, though they are evil, know how to give good gifts to their children; and would the heavenly Father give a stone to His Son when He asks for bread? or a scorpion when He asks for a fish, or a serpent instead of an egg? The spirit grown sluggish in desire and meditation of heavenly things he invites, as from the bread of angels to a cold, dry and hard stone, that is, to love of and delight in earthly things, so that, if it has lost that consolation, it may be received by this one and deceived by the devil, it having been shown to have failed first in itself. For, as we said above, the soul cannot subsist at all without any consolation. And consolation is its refreshment and bread. But if it comes from the world and the flesh, it is surely from a stone. To this, then, the tempter invites the mind which he sees languishing from the delight of God. Hence in the order of the vices avarice follows sloth, because this world flatters one falling from heaven. The truly spiritual mind of blessed David, detesting its consolation, says: From the world and from all things that are in the world, that is, the concupiscence of the flesh and of the eyes and the ambition of the world, my soul refused to be comforted. What then? Can you exist without the consolation of delight? By no means. But I remembered God and was delighted: and because idleness is the enemy of the soul, I was exercised in meditating on Him, and my spirit fainted, not from Him into the world or into myself, but from myself and the whole world into Him alone (Ps. 76:3–4). So indeed my Lord Jesus too in the desert, neither idle nor intent on vain things, meditating on the law of the Lord day and night, met every temptation from the Holy Scriptures. For though that evil one is called the thousand-crafted on account of the countless kinds of temptation he puts forth, yet I say with confidence that every contrivance of his can easily and fittingly be shut out from Holy Scripture. For far be it that malice should conquer wisdom,