9. Quaeretis me, et non invenietis; et ubi sum ego, vos non potestis venire. Hic jam resurrectionem suam praedixit: noluerunt enim agnoscere praesentem, et postea qnaesierunt, cum viderunt in eum multitudinem jam credentem. Magna enim signa facta sunt, etiam cum Dominus resurrexit, et ascendit in coelum. Tunc per discipulos facta sunt magna; sed ille per illos, qui et per seipsum: ipse quippe illis dixerat, Sine me nihil potestis facere (Joan. XV, 5). Quando claudus ille qui sedebat ad portam, ad vocem Petri surrexit, et suis pedibus ambulavit, ita ut homines mirarentur, sic eos allocutus est Petrus, quia non in sua potestate ista fecit, sed in virtute illius quem ipsi occiderunt (Act. III, 2⟨-⟩16). Multi compuncti dixerunt: Quid faciemus (Id. II, 37)? Viderunt enim se ingenti crimine impietatis astrictos, quando illum occiderunt, quem venerari et adorare debuerunt: et hoc putabant esse inexpiabile. Magnum enim facinus erat, cujus consideratio illos faceret desperare: sed non debebant desperare, pro quibus in cruce pendens Dominus est dignatus orare. Dixerat enim: Pater, ignosce illis, quia nesciunt quid faciunt (Luc. XXIII, 34). Videbat quosdam suos inter multos alienos; illis jam petebat veniam, a quibus adhuc accipiebat injuriam. Non enim attendebat quod ab ipsis moriebatur, sed quia pro ipsis moriebatur. Multum est quod illis concessum est, et ab ipsis, et pro ipsis; ut nemo de sui peccati dimissione desperet, quando illi veniam meruerunt, qui Christum occiderunt. Mortuus est Christus pro nobis; sed numquid a nobis? At vero illi viderunt Christum suo scelere morientem; et crediderunt in Christum suis sceleribus ignoscentem. Quousque biberent sanguinem quem fuderant, de sua salute desperaverunt. Ergo hoc dixit, Quaeretis me, et non invenietis; et ubi sum ego, vos non potestis venire: quia quaesituri illum erant post resurrectionem compuncti. Nec dixit, ubi ero; sed, ubi sum. Semper enim ibi erat Christus, quo fuerat rediturus: sic enim venit, ut non recederet. Unde alio loco ait, Nemo ascendit in coelum, nisi qui descendit de coelo, Filius hominis, qui est in coelo (Joan. III, 13): non dixit, qui fuit in coelo. In terra loquebatur, et in coelo se esse dicebat. Sic venit, ut inde non abscederet: sic rediit, ut nos non derelinqueret. Quid miramini? Deus hoc facit. Homo enim secundum corpus in loco est, et de loco migrat, et cum ad alium locum venerit, in eo loco unde venit non erit: Deus autem implet omnia, et ubique totus est; non secundum spatia tenetur locis. Erat tamen Dominus Christus secundum visibilem carnem in terra, secundum invisibilem majestatem in coelo et in terra: ideo ait, Ubi ego sum, vos non potestis venire. Nec dixit, non poteritis; sed, non potestis: tales enim tunc erant qui non possent. Nam ut sciatis non hoc ad desperationem dictum, et discipulis suis dixit tale aliquid, Quo
9. You will seek Me, and will not find [Me]; and where I am, you cannot come. Here He already foretold His resurrection: for they refused to recognize Him when present, and afterwards they sought Him, when they saw the multitude already believing in Him. For great signs were done, even when the Lord had risen and ascended into heaven. Then great things were done through the disciples; but it was He [Who did them] through them, He Who also [did them] through Himself: for He Himself had said to them, Without Me you can do nothing (John 15:5). When that lame man who used to sit at the gate rose up at the voice of Peter and walked on his own feet, so that men marvelled, Peter addressed them thus, that he had not done these things by his own power, but by the power of Him Whom they themselves had killed (Acts 3:2–16). Many, pierced to the heart, said: What shall we do (ibid. 2:37)? For they saw themselves bound by the enormous crime of impiety, since they had killed Him Whom they ought to have venerated and adored: and this they thought to be inexpiable. For it was a great deed of wickedness, the consideration of which would make them despair: but they ought not to despair, for whom the Lord, hanging on the cross, deigned to pray. For He had said: Father, forgive them, because they do not know what they are doing (Luke 23:34). He saw some of His own among many strangers; for them He was already asking pardon, from whom He was still receiving injury. For He did not attend to the fact that He was dying at their hands, but that He was dying for them. Much is it that was granted to them, both by them and for them; so that no one should despair of the remission of his own sin, when they obtained pardon who killed Christ. Christ died for us; but did He die at our hands? But they indeed saw Christ dying by their crime; and they believed in Christ forgiving their crimes. Until they drank the blood which they had shed, they despaired of their salvation. So He said this, You will seek Me, and will not find [Me]; and where I am, you cannot come: because they were going to seek Him after the resurrection, pierced to the heart. Nor did He say, where I shall be; but, where I am. For Christ was always there, whither He was to return: for He so came as not to depart. Hence in another place He says, No one has ascended into heaven, except He Who descended from heaven, the Son of Man, Who is in heaven (John 3:13): He did not say, Who was in heaven. He was speaking on earth, and He said that He was in heaven. He so came as not to go away from there: He so returned as not to forsake us. Why do you marvel? God does this. For man according to the body is in a place, and moves from a place, and when he has come to another place, he will not be in that place from which he came: but God fills all things, and is everywhere whole; He is not held in places according to spaces. Yet the Lord Christ was on earth according to the visible flesh, in heaven and on earth according to the invisible majesty: therefore He says, Where I am, you cannot come. Nor did He say, you will not be able; but, you cannot: for such were they then who were not able. For that you may know that this was not said unto despair, He also said something of the kind to His disciples, Whither