misericors Dominus : sed et justus Dominus, et verax Dominus. Largitur tibi spatium correctionis : sed tu plus amas dilationem quam emendationem. Malus fuisti heri ? hodie bonus esto. Et hodiernum diem in malitia peregisti ? vel cras mutare. Semper exspectas, et de misericordia Dei tibi plurimum polliceris : quasi il⟨l⟩e qui tibi per poenitentiam promisit indulgentiam, promiserit tibi etiam prolixiorem vitam. Unde scis quid pariat crastinus dies ? Recte dicis in corde tuo : Quando me correxero, Deus mihi omnia peccata dimittet. Negare non possumus quod correctis atque conversis indulgentiam Deus promisit. Nam in quo propheta mihi legis quia promisit correcto indulgentiam, non mihi legis quia promisit tibi Deus longam vitam.
merciful is the Lord: but also the just Lord, and the truthful Lord. He grants you space for correction: but you love delay more than amendment. Were you bad yesterday? Be good today. And have you spent today in wickedness? At least change tomorrow. You are always waiting, and you promise yourself a great deal from the mercy of God: as if He Who promised you forgiveness through repentance had also promised you a longer life. How do you know what tomorrow will bring forth? You say rightly in your heart: When I have corrected myself, God will forgive me all my sins. We cannot deny that God has promised forgiveness to those who are corrected and converted. For in the prophet in whom you read to me that He promised forgiveness to the one who is corrected, you do not read to me that God promised you a long life.
8. Ex utroque igitur homines periclitantur, et sperando et desperando, contrariis rebus, contrariis affectionibus. Sperando qui decipitur ? Qui dicit, Bonus est Deus, misericors est Deus, faciam quod mihi placet, quod libet ; laxem habenas cupiditatibus meis, impleam desideria animae meae. Quare hoc ? Quia misericors est Deus, bonus est Deus, mansuetus est Deus. Spe isti periclitantur. Desperatione autem, qui cum inciderint in gravia peccata, putantes sibi non posse jam ignosci poenitentibus, et statuentes se ad damnationem sine dubio destinatos, dicunt apud seipsos, Jam damnandi sumus, quare non quod volumus facimus ? animo gladiatorum ferro destinatorum. Ideo molesti sunt desperati : jam enim quod timeant non habent, et vehementer timendi sunt. Istos desperatio necat, spes illos. Inter spem et desperationem fluctuat animus. Metuendum est ne te occidat spes, et cum multum speras de misericordia, incidas in judicium : metuendum est rursus ne te occidat desperatio, et cum putas jam tibi non ignosci quae gravia commisisti, non agas poenitentiam, et incurras in judicem Sapientiam, quae dicit, Et ego vestrae perditioni superridebo (Prov. I, 26). Quid ergo agit Dominus cum periclitantibus utroque morbo ? Illis qui spe periclitantur, hoc dicit : Ne tardes converti ad Dominum, neque differas de die in diem ; subito enim veniet ira illius, et in tempore vindictae disperdet te (Eccli. V, 8, 9). Illis qui desperatione periclitantur, quid dicit ? In quacumque die iniquus conversus fuerit, omnes iniquitates ejus obliviscar (Ezech. XVIII, 21, 22, 27). Propter illos ergo qui desperatione periclitantur, proposuit indulgentiae portum : propter illos qui spe periclitantur et dilationibus illuduntur, fecit diem mortis incertum. Quando veniat ultimus dies, nescis. Ingratus es, quia hodiernum habes, in quo corrigaris ? Sic ergo ad istam mulierem, Nec ego te damnabo ; sed facta secura de praeterito, cave futura. Nec ego te damnabo : delevi quod commisisti, observa quod praecepi, ut invenias quod promisi.
8. So men are endangered from both sides, both by hoping and by despairing, by contrary things, by contrary affections. Who is deceived by hoping? He who says: God is good, God is merciful, I will do what pleases me, whatever I like; I will slacken the reins to my desires, I will fulfil the longings of my soul. Why this? Because God is merciful, God is good, God is gentle. These are endangered by hope. By despair, on the other hand, are those who, when they have fallen into grave sins, thinking that they can no longer be forgiven even if they repent, and deciding that they are destined without doubt to damnation, say within themselves: We are already to be damned, why do we not do what we want? with the mind of gladiators destined for the sword. That is why the desperate are troublesome: for they no longer have anything to fear, and they are greatly to be feared. Despair kills these, hope those. The mind wavers between hope and despair. It is to be feared that hope may kill you, and that, while you hope much from mercy, you may fall into judgement: it is to be feared, on the other hand, that despair may kill you, and that, while you think that the grave things you have committed can no longer be forgiven you, you may not do penance, and may run into Wisdom as your judge, who says: And I will laugh over your destruction (Prov. 1:26). What then does the Lord do with those endangered by either disease? To those who are endangered by hope He says this: Do not be slow to turn to the Lord, and do not put it off from day to day; for suddenly His wrath will come, and in the time of vengeance He will destroy you (Sir. 5:8–9). To those who are endangered by despair, what does He say? On whatever day the wicked man has turned, I will forget all his iniquities (Ezek. 18:21–22, 27). So for the sake of those who are endangered by despair, He has set forth a harbour of forgiveness: for the sake of those who are endangered by hope and are deluded by delays, He has made the day of death uncertain. When the last day may come, you do not know. Are you ungrateful because you have today, in which you may be corrected? So, then, to this woman: Neither will I condemn you; but, having been made secure about the past, beware of the future. Neither will I condemn you: I have blotted out what you committed; observe what I have commanded, that you may find what I have promised.