probata est; testis est sanguis. Quod illis impensum est, reddiderunt, et impleverunt quod ait sanctus Joannes: Sicut Christus pro nobis animam suam posuit, sic et nos debemus pro fratribus animus ponere (I Joan. III, 16). Et alibi dicitur: Ad mensam magnam sedisti, diligenter considera quae apponuntur tibi, quoniam talia te oportet praeparare (Prov. XXIII, 1, 2). Mensa magna est, ubi epulae sunt ipse dominus mensae. Nemo pascit convivas de se ipso: hoc facit Dominus Christus; ipse invitator, ipse cibus et potus. Agnoverunt ergo martyres quid comederent et biberent, ut talia redderent.
was proved; the blood is witness. What was laid out upon them, they gave back, and they fulfilled what holy John says: As Christ laid down His soul for us, so we also ought to lay down souls for the brethren (1 John 3:16) [Migne prints animus, not the grammatically expected animas; kept as printed]. And elsewhere it is said: You have sat down at a great table, consider diligently the things which are set before you, since it behoves you to make ready such things (Prov. 23:1, 2). Great is the table, where the very lord of the table is the fare. No one feeds his guests upon his own self: this the Lord Christ does; He Himself the inviter, He Himself food and drink. The martyrs therefore recognized what they were eating and drinking, that they might give back such things.
2. Martyres non ex se, sed ex Dei gratia victores. — Sed unde talia redderent, nisi ille daret unde redderent, qui prior impendit? Unde et Psalmus, ubi scriptum cantavimus, Pretiosa in conspectu Domini mors sanctorum ejus, quid nobis commendat? Consideravit illic homo quanta accepit a Deo; circumspexit quanta munera gratiae Omnipotentis qui eum creavit, qui perditum quaesivit, qui invento veniam dedit, qui pugnantem infirmis viribus juvit, qui se periclitanti non subtraxit, qui vincentem coronavit, qui praemium se ipsum dedit: consideravit haec omnia, et exclamavit, et dixit, Quid retribuam Domino pro omnibus quae retribuit mihi? Nolebat esse ingratus, rependere volebat, et quid rependeret non habebat. Non dixit, Quid retribuam Domino pro omnibus quae tribuit mihi; sed, pro omnibus quae retribuit mihi? Non tribuit, sed retribuit. Si retribuit, aliquid nos impenderamus. Plane impenderamus mala nostra, retribuit bona sua: retribuit enim bona pro malis, cum nos retribuerimus mala pro nobis. Quaerit ergo quid retribuat; angustias patitur, unde debitum solvat non invenit: Quid retribuam Domino pro omnibus quae retribuit mihi? Et quasi invenerit quod retribueret, Calicem, inquit, salutaris accipiam, et nomen Domini invocabo (Psal. CXV, 15, 12, 13). Quid est hoc? Certe reddere cogitabat. Adhuc quaerit accipere: Calicem salutaris accipiam. Quis est calix iste? Calix passionis amarus et salubris: calix quem nisi prius biberet medicus, tangere timeret aegrotus. Ipse est calix iste: agnoscimus in ore Christi calicem istum dicentis, Pater, si fieri potest, transeat a me calix iste (Matth. XXVI, 39). Nam et Filii Zebedaei per matrem suam quaesierunt excelsa loca, ut unus eorum sederet a dextris, alius a sinistris: quibus ille ait, Potestis bibere calicem, quem ego bibiturus sum (Id. XX, 22)? Altitudinem quaeritis? Per vallem venitur ad montem. Sedem quaeritis claritatis? Prius bibite calicem humilitatis. De ipso calice dixerunt martyres, Calicem salutaris accipiam, et nomen Domini invocabo. Non ergo times ne ibi deficias? Non, inquit. Quare? Quia nomen Domini invocabo. Quomodo vincerent martyres, nisi ille in martyribus vinceret, qui dixit, Gaudete, quoniam ego vici saeculum (Joan. XVI, 33)? Imperator coelorum regebat mentem et linguam eorum, et per eos diabolum in terra superabat, et in coelo martyres coronabat. O beati qui sic biberunt calicem istum! finierunt dolores, et acceperunt honores. Attendite ergo, charissimi:
2. The martyrs are victors not out of themselves, but out of the grace of God. — But whence should they give back such things, unless He gave whence they might give back, Who first laid out? Whence also the Psalm, where we sang what is written, Precious in the sight of the Lord is the death of His saints — what does it commend to us? There the man considered how much he had received from God; he looked round upon how great the gifts of the grace of the Almighty, Who created him, Who sought him when lost, Who when he was found gave pardon, Who helped him as he fought with feeble strength, Who did not withdraw Himself from him in peril, Who crowned him as he conquered, Who gave Himself as the reward: he considered all these things, and cried out, and said, What shall I repay to the Lord for all the things which He has repaid to me? He was unwilling to be ungrateful, he wished to render back, and what he might render back he did not have. He did not say, What shall I repay to the Lord for all the things which He has bestowed upon me; but, for all the things which He has repaid to me? He did not bestow, but repaid. If He repaid, we had laid out something. Plainly we had laid out our own evils, He repaid His own goods: for He repays goods for evils, since we had repaid evils for ourselves [Migne prints mala pro nobis, "evils for ourselves," where the antithesis with retribuit bona pro malis would expect mala pro bonis, "evils for good"; kept as printed]. He asks therefore what he may repay; he suffers straits, he does not find whence he may discharge the debt: What shall I repay to the Lord for all the things which He has repaid to me? And as though he had found what he might repay, I will take, he says, the chalice of salvation, and I will call upon the name of the Lord (Ps. 115:15, 12, 13) [Migne prints the verse numbers in this order, 15 before 12, 13; kept as printed]. What is this? Certainly he was thinking to give back. Still he seeks to receive: I will take the chalice of salvation. What is that chalice? The chalice of the passion, bitter and healthful: the chalice which, unless the physician had first drunk it, the sick man would fear to touch. This is that chalice: we recognize this chalice in the mouth of Christ, saying, Father, if it can be done, let this chalice pass from me (Matt. 26:39). For the sons of Zebedee also sought through their mother the high places, that one of them might sit at the right hand, the other at the left: to whom He said, Can you drink the chalice which I am about to drink (ibid. 20:22)? Do you seek height? It is through the valley that one comes to the mountain. Do you seek a seat of glory? First drink the chalice of humility. Of that same chalice the martyrs said, I will take the chalice of salvation, and I will call upon the name of the Lord. Do you not then fear that you may fail there? No, he says. Why? Because I will call upon the name of the Lord. How should the martyrs conquer, unless He conquered in the martyrs, Who said, Rejoice, for I have overcome the world (John 16:33)? The Emperor of the heavens was governing their mind and their tongue, and through them was overcoming the devil upon earth, and in heaven was crowning the martyrs. O blessed, who so drank that chalice! they finished their sorrows, and received honours. Attend therefore, most beloved: