ut mendacii dimissori crimen imponas? Si modicum tibi dimissum est, modicum diligis. Si enim modicum est tibi dimissum, et plurimum diligis, contradicis ei qui dixit, Cui modicum dimittitur, modicum diligit. Illi ergo plus credo, qui te plus novit. Parum tibi dimissum putas, prorsus parum diligis. Quid ergo, inquit, facere debui? Multa mala committere, ut multa essent, quae posset ille mihi dimittere, ut amplius possem diligere? Angustat nos; sed Dominus qui haec vera proposuit, ab angustiis liberet me.
that you should lay a charge of lying on the One Who forgives? If little has been forgiven you, you love little. For if little has been forgiven you, and you love very much, you contradict Him Who said, To whom little is forgiven, he loves little. I therefore believe Him the more, Who knows you the more. You think little has been forgiven you; you love altogether little. "What then," he says, "ought I to have done? Committed many evils, so that there might be many things which He could forgive me, so that I might be able to love more?" He hems us in; but may the Lord, Who set forth these true things, free me from these straits.
CAPUT VI. — 6. Quaestio solvitur. Inter debita dimissa numerari vult quae vitavimus peccata. Dictum est hoc propter pharisaeum illum, qui vel nulla vel pauca se putabat habere peccata. Non enim Dominum invitaret, nisi aliquantum diligeret. Sed quam parum erat? Non osculum dedit, non saltem aquam ad pedes, et si non lacrymas: non illo obsequio prosecutus est, quo illa mulier quae noverat quid sanaretur, et a quo sanaretur. O Pharisaee, ideo parum diligis, quia parum tibi dimitti suspicaris: non quia parum dimittitur, sed quia parum putas esse quod dimittitur. Quid ergo, inquit ille? Ego qui homicidium non feci, homicida deputandus sum? qui adulterium non admisi, pro adulterio puniendus sum? Aut ista mihi dimittenda sunt, quae non commisi? Ecce iterum constitue duos, et loquamur ad eos. Venit unus supplex peccator, coopertus spinis tanquam hericius, et nimis timidus tanquam lepus. Sed petra est refugium hericiis (Psal. CIII, 18) et leporibus. Venit ergo ad petram, invenit refugium, accipit auxilium. Alius non multa commisit: quid ei faciemus, ut multum diligat? quid persuadebimus? Contra Domini verba veniemus, Cui modicum dimittitur, modicum diligit? Ita plane, cui modicum dimittitur. Sed o tu qui dicis te non multa commisisse; quare? quo regente? Deo gratias, quod motu et voce vestra intellexisse vos significastis. Jam, ut video, soluta quaestio est. Hic multa commisit, et multorum debitor factus est: ille gubernante Deo pauca commisit. Cui deputat ille quod dimisit, huic et iste deputat quod non commisit. Adulter non fuisti in illa tua vita praeterita plena ignorantia, nondum illuminatus, nondum bonum malumque discernens, nondum credens in illum, qui te nescientem regebat. Hoc tibi dicit Deus tuus: Regebam te mihi, servabam te mihi. Ut adulterium non committeres, suasor defuit: ut suasor deesset, ego feci. Locus et tempus defuit; et ut haec deessent, ego feci. Adfuit suasor, non defuit locus, non defuit tempus: ut non consentires, ego terrui. Agnosce ergo gratiam ejus, cui debes et quod non admisisti. Mihi debet iste quod factum est, et dimissum vidisti: mibi debes et tu quod non fecisti. Nullum est enim peccatum quod fecit homo, quod non possit facere et alter homo, si desit rector a quo factus est homo.
Chapter VI. — 6. The question is resolved. He wishes the sins we have avoided to be counted among the debts forgiven. This was said on account of that Pharisee, who thought he had either no sins or few. For he would not have invited the Lord unless he loved Him somewhat. But how little was it? He gave no kiss, not even water for the feet, let alone tears: he did not attend Him with that devotion with which that woman did who knew what was being healed in her, and by Whom she was being healed. O Pharisee, you love little for this reason, that you suppose little is forgiven you: not because little is forgiven, but because you think what is forgiven is little. "What then," says he? "Am I, who have committed no murder, to be reckoned a murderer? Am I, who have not committed adultery, to be punished for adultery? Or are those things to be forgiven me which I did not commit?" See, set up two men once more, and let us speak to them. One comes, a suppliant sinner, covered with spines like a hedgehog, and exceedingly timid like a hare. But the rock is a refuge for hedgehogs (Ps. 103:18) and for hares. He comes therefore to the rock, finds refuge, receives help. The other has not committed many sins: what shall we do for him, that he may love much? Of what shall we persuade him? Shall we come against the words of the Lord, To whom little is forgiven, he loves little? Plainly so, to whom little is forgiven. But O you who say that you have not committed many sins; why is that? Under Whose guidance? Thanks be to God, that by your movement and your voice you have shown that you have understood. Now, as I see, the question is resolved. This man committed many sins, and became a debtor for many: that one, with God governing him, committed few. To Him to whom the former ascribes what He forgave, the latter too ascribes what he did not commit. You were not an adulterer in that past life of yours, full of ignorance, not yet enlightened, not yet discerning good and evil, not yet believing in Him Who was guiding you without your knowing it. This is what your God says to you: I was guiding you for Myself, I was keeping you for Myself. That you should not commit adultery, there was no one to tempt you: that there should be no one to tempt you, I brought about. Place and time were lacking; and that these should be lacking, I brought about. A tempter was present, place was not lacking, time was not lacking: that you should not consent, I put fear into you. Acknowledge therefore the grace of Him to Whom you owe even what you did not commit. This man owes Me what was done, and you have seen it forgiven: you too owe Me what you did not do. For there is no sin which one man has done that another man could not also do, if the Ruler by Whom man was made were absent.
CAPUT VII. — 7. Deinceps de remissione peccatorum, quod ab homine dimitti non possint. Jam nunc quia ut potuimus, quaestionem profundam in tantilla temporis brevitate solvimus; aut si nondum solvimus,
Chapter VII. — 7. Next, on the remission of sins, that they cannot be forgiven by man. Now then, since, as best we could, we have resolved a deep question in so very short a space of time; or if we have not yet resolved it,