Nunc autem, jam redemptus, qui fui antea sub peccato venumdatus, jam accepta gratia Salvatoris, ut mente condelecter legi Dei, non ego operor illud, sed quod habitat in me peccatum. Scio enim quia non habitat in me. Iterum ergo in me: audi quod sequitur, hoc est in carne mea bonum. Velle enim mihi adjacet. Scio. Quid scis? Quia non habitat in me, hoc est in carne mea, bonum. Jamdudum dixeras, Quod operor, ignoro. Si ignoras, quomodo scis? Modo dicis, Ignoro; modo dicis, Scio: ego quomodo intelligam, nescio. An hoc est quod intelligo? Ubi enim ait, Quod operor, ignoro; dixit ignoro, non approbo, non accepto, non mihi placet, non consentio, non laudo. Non enim et Christus eos ignorabit, quibus dicturus est, Non novi vos (Matth. VII, 23). Prorsus etiam hoc intelligo, Quod enim operor, ignoro: quia quod non facio, ignoro. Non enim ego operor illud, sed id quod in me habitat peccatum. Ideo ignoro: quia non ego facio, sicut dictum est de Domino, Eum qui non noverat peccatum (II Cor. V, 21). Quid est, non noverat? Ergo non noverat quod arguebat? non noverat quod puniebat? Si ergo non noverat quod puniebat, injuste puniebat. Quia vero juste puniebat, noverat quod puniebat. Et tamen peccatum non noverat, quia peccatum non fecerat. Quod enim operor, ignoro: non enim quod volo ago; sed quod odi, illud facio. Si autem quod nolo, hoc facio; consentio legi, quoniam bona est. Nunc autem, accepta jam gratia, non ego operor illud: libera est mens, caro captiva. Non ego operor illud, sed id quod in me habitat peccatum. Scio enim quia non habitat in me, hoc est in carne mea, bonum.
But now, already redeemed, I who was formerly sold under sin, having now received the grace of the Saviour, so that in mind I delight in the law of God, it is not I that do it, but the sin that dwells in me. For I know that there does not dwell in me. Again, then, "in me": hear what follows, that is, in my flesh, good. For to will is present with me. I know. What do you know? That there does not dwell in me, that is, in my flesh, good. A while ago you had said, What I do, I do not know. If you do not know, how do you know? Now you say, I do not know; now you say, I know: how I am to understand it, I do not know. Or is this what I understand? For where he says, What I do, I do not know, he said "I do not know", meaning I do not approve, I do not accept, it does not please me, I do not consent, I do not praise. For Christ too will "not know" those to whom He is going to say, I do not know you (Matt. 7:23). Indeed I understand this as well, For what I do, I do not know: because what I do not do, I do not know. For it is not I that do it, but that sin which dwells in me. Therefore I do not know: because it is not I that do it, just as it was said of the Lord, Him Who had not known sin (2 Cor. 5:21). What is "had not known"? Did He then not know what He rebuked? Did He not know what He punished? If then He did not know what He punished, He punished unjustly. But because He punished justly, He knew what He punished. And yet He had not known sin, because He had not committed sin. For what I do, I do not know: for I do not do what I will; but what I hate, that I do. But if I do what I do not will, I consent to the law, that it is good. But now, grace having already been received, it is not I that do it: the mind is free, the flesh captive. It is not I that do it, but that sin which dwells in me. For I know that there does not dwell in me, that is, in my flesh, good.
CAPUT IX. — 12. Perficere legem in hac vita sanctis non conceditur.—Velle enim adjacet mihi, perficere autem bonum non adjacet. Adjacet velle, perficere non adjacet. Non dixit, facere; sed, perficere. Non enim nihil facis. Rebellat concupiscentia, et non consentis; delectat uxor aliena, et non annuis, mentem avertis, in secretarium mentis intras. Vides foris strepentem concupiscentiam, profers adversus eam sententiam, mundans conscientiam. Nolo, inquis, non facio. Puta quia delectat, non facio, habeo cui condelecter. Condelector enim legi Dei secundum interiorem hominem. Quid tu de carne tua tumultuaris? Quid delectationes stultas, temporales fluxas, vanas, noxias, tumultuose suggeris, et eas quasi garrula mihi narras? Narraverunt mihi injusti delectationes. Inde est et ista concupiscentia. Narrat mihi delectationes, sed non sicut lex tua, Domine (Psal. CXVIII, 85). Condelector enim legi Dei: non de me, sed de gratia Dei. Tu concupiscentia in carne tumultuaris, mentem tibi non subdis. In Deo sperabo; non timebo quid faciat mihi caro (Psal. LV, 5). Me, me, hoc est, mente non consentiente, tumultuatur caro. In Deo, inquit, sperabo; non timebo quid faciat mihi caro. Sicut nec aliena, ita nec mea. Qui ergo in se haec agit, nihil facit? Multum facit: magnum est quod facit, sed tamen non perficit. Quid est enim perficere? Ubi est, mors, contentio tua? Ergo, Velle adjacet mihi, perficere autem bonum non.
Chapter IX. — 12. To fulfil the law perfectly in this life is not granted to the saints.— For to will is present with me, but to accomplish the good is not present. To will is present, to accomplish is not present. He did not say "to do", but "to accomplish". For it is not that you do nothing. Concupiscence rebels, and you do not consent; another man's wife delights you, and you do not assent, you turn your mind away, you enter into the inner chamber of the mind. You see concupiscence clamouring outside, you pronounce sentence against it, cleansing your conscience. I do not will it, you say, I do not do it. Suppose that it delights: I do not do it, I have that in which I may delight. For I delight in the law of God according to the inner man. Why do you riot out of your flesh? Why do you riotously suggest foolish delights, temporal and fleeting, vain, harmful, and tell them to me like a chatterer? The unjust have told me of delights. From there comes this concupiscence too. It tells me of delights, but not as Thy law, O Lord (Ps. 118:85). For I delight in the law of God: not of myself, but of the grace of God. You, concupiscence, riot in the flesh; you do not subject the mind to yourself. In God I will hope; I will not fear what the flesh may do to me (Ps. 55:5). Me, me: that is, while the mind does not consent, the flesh riots. In God, he says, I will hope; I will not fear what the flesh may do to me. As not another's, so not my own. Does he then who does these things within himself do nothing? He does much: great is what he does, but yet he does not accomplish. For what is it to accomplish? O death, where is your strife? Therefore, To will is present with me, but to accomplish the good is not.