volenti desperare: Qui curavit me, misit me ad te, et dixit mihi, Illi desperanti vade, et dic quid habuisti, quid in te sanavi, quam cito sanavi. De coelo vocavi, una voce percussi et dejeci, alia erexi et elegi, tertia implevi et misi, quarta liberavi et coronavi (Act. IX). Vade, dic aegrotis, clama desperatis: Fidelis sermo, et omni acceptione dignus, quia Christus Jesus venit in mundum peccatores salvos facere. Quid timetis? quid trepidatis? Quorum primus ego sum. Ego, inquit, vobis loquor, sanus aegrotantibus, stans jacentibus, securus desperantibus. Ideo enim misericordiam consecutus sum, ut in me ostenderet Christus Jesus omnem longanimitatem. Morbum meum diu pertulit, et sic abstulit; tanquam bonus medicus phreneticum patienter toleravit, sustinuit me ferientem se, donavit mihi feriri pro se. Omnem, inquit, longanimitatem ostendit in me, ad informationem eorum qui credituri sunt illi in vitam aeternam.
to one wishing to despair: He Who healed me sent me to you, and said to me, Go to that despairing man, and tell him what you had, what I healed in you, how quickly I healed it. From heaven I called, with one word I struck and threw down, with a second I raised up and chose, with a third I filled and sent, with a fourth I set free and crowned (Acts 9). Go, tell the sick, cry out to the despairing: A faithful saying, and worthy of all acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners. Why do you fear? why do you tremble? Of whom I am the first. I, he says, speak to you, a healthy man to the sick, one standing to those lying down, one secure to those despairing. For this reason indeed I obtained mercy, that in me Christ Jesus might show all long-suffering. He bore my disease for a long time, and so took it away; like a good physician He patiently tolerated the frenzied man, He endured me striking Him, He granted me to be struck for Him. All long-suffering, he says, He showed in me, for the instruction of those who are going to believe in Him unto eternal life.
CAPUT V. — 5. Salus nostra ex Deo, non ex nobis. Gratiae beneficia. Confessio duplex. Nolite ergo, desperare. Aegroti estis, accedite ad eum, et sanamini: caeci estis, accedite ad eum, et illuminamini. Et qui sani estis, ei gratias agite: et qui aegrotatis, ad eum sanandi currite: dicite omnes, Venite adoremus, et prosternamur ei, et ploremus coram Domino qui fecit nos, et homines, et salvos. Nam si ille nos fecit homines, nos autem ipsi nos fecimus salvos; aliquid illo melius fecimus. Melior est enim salvus homo, quam quilibet homo. Si ergo te Deus fecit hominem, et tu te fecisti bonum hominem; quod tu fecisti melius est. Noli te extollere super Deum: subde te Deo, adora, prosternere, confitere illi qui fecit te: quia nemo recreat, nisi qui creat; nemo reficit, nisi qui fecit. Hoc et in alio psalmo: Ipse fecit nos, et non ipsi nos (Psal. XCIX, 3). Sane quando te fecit, quid tu faceres non habebas: quando autem jam es, habes et tu ipse quod facias; ad medicum curras, medicum implores, qui ubique est. Et ut implorares, excitavit cor tuum, et posse implorare donavit tibi; Deus est enim, inquit, qui operatur in vobis et velle, et operari, pro bona voluntate (Philipp. II, 13). Quia ut haberes bonam voluntatem, illius vocatio praecessit. Clama, Deus meus, misericordia ejus praeveniet me (Psal. LVIII, 11). Ut esses, ut sentires, ut audires, ut consentires, praevenit te misericordia ejus. Praevenit te in omnibus: praeveni et tu in aliquo iram ejus. In quo, inquis, in quo? Confitere ista omnia a Deo te habere quidquid boni habes, a te quidquid mali. Ne in bonis tuis illum contemnas, te laudes; ne in malis tuis illum accuses, te excuses: ipsa est vera confessio. Ille qui in tantis bonis praevenit te, venturus est ad te, et inspecturus dona sua et mala tua; quomodo bono ejus usus fueris, inspicit te. Ergo quia in omnibus istis donis praevenit te, vide in quo tu praevenias faciem venturi: audi Psalmum, Praeveniamus faciem ejus in confessione. Praeveniamus faciem ejus: antequam
Chapter V. — 5. Our salvation is from God, not from ourselves. The benefits of grace. Twofold confession. Do not, then, despair. You are sick: come to Him, and be healed; you are blind: come to Him, and be enlightened. And you who are healthy, give Him thanks; and you who are sick, run to Him to be healed; say, all of you, Come, let us adore, and fall down before Him, and weep before the Lord Who made us, both men and saved. For if He made us men, but we ourselves made ourselves saved, we made something better than He did. For a saved man is better than any man whatever. If then God made you a man, and you made yourself a good man, what you made is better. Do not exalt yourself above God: submit yourself to God, adore, prostrate yourself, confess to Him Who made you; for no one remakes except He Who makes, no one restores except He Who made. This is also in another psalm: He Himself made us, and not we ourselves (Ps. 99:3). Indeed, when He made you, you had nothing to do; but now that you already exist, you yourself also have something to do: run to the physician, implore the physician, Who is everywhere. And that you might implore, He stirred up your heart, and granted you to be able to implore; For it is God, he says, Who works in you both to will and to work, according to good will (Phil. 2:13). For in order that you might have a good will, His calling went before. Cry out, My God, His mercy will go before me (Ps. 58:11). That you might exist, that you might perceive, that you might hear, that you might consent, His mercy went before you. He has gone before you in all things: do you too go before His wrath in something. In what, you say, in what? Confess that you have from God all these things, whatever good you have, and from yourself whatever evil. Do not in your good things despise Him and praise yourself; do not in your evil things accuse Him and excuse yourself: that is true confession. He Who went before you in such great good things is going to come to you, and to inspect His gifts and your evils; how you have used His good gift, in this He examines you. Therefore, since in all these gifts He has gone before you, see in what you may go before the face of Him Who is to come: hear the Psalm, Let us go before His face in confession. Let us go before His face: before