quoniam ipsi saturabuntur (Matth. V, 6). De isto fonte, de isto horreo justitiae sancta Maria sedens ad pedes Domini, quasdam esuriens micas accipiebat. Tantum enim Dominus tunc dabat, quantum illa capiebat. Totum autem tantum quantum in illa sua futura mensa daturus est, nec ipsi discipuli, nec ipsi Apostoli capere tunc poterant, quando illis dicebat: Adhuc habeo vobis multa dicere; sed non potestis iila audire modo (Joan. XVI, 12). Unde ergo Maria, ut dixi, delectabatur? Quid manducabat, quid bibebat avidissimis cordis faucibus? Justitiam, veritatem. Veritate delectabatur, veritatem audiebat: veritati inhiabat, veritati suspirabat. Veritatem esuriens manducabat, sitiens bibebat: et ipsa reficiebatur, et unde pascebatur non minuebatur. Unde Maria delectabatur? quid manducabat? Immoror, quia delector. Audeo dicere, ipsum manducabat quem audiebat. Si enim veritatem manducabat, nonne ipse dixit, Ego sum veritas (Id. XIV. 6)? Et quid amplius dicam? Manducabatur, quia panis erat: Ego sum, inquit, panis qui de coelo descendi (Id. VI, 41). Iste panis est qui reficit, nec deficit.
for they shall be satisfied (Matt. 5:6). From this fountain, from this granary of righteousness, holy Mary, sitting at the feet of the Lord, hungering, was receiving certain crumbs. For the Lord was then giving as much as she could take in. But the whole of all that He is going to give at that future table of His, neither the disciples themselves nor the Apostles themselves were then able to take in, when He was saying to them: I have yet many things to say to you; but you cannot hear them now (John 16:12). In what, then, as I said, was Mary delighting? What was she eating, what was she drinking with the most eager jaws of the heart? Righteousness, truth. She was delighting in truth, she was listening to truth: she was gaping after truth, she was sighing for truth. Hungering, she was eating truth; thirsting, she was drinking it: and she herself was being refreshed, and that on which she was feeding was not being diminished. In what was Mary delighting? what was she eating? I linger over it, because I delight in it. I dare to say, she was eating Him to Whom she was listening. For if she was eating truth, did He Himself not say, I am the truth (John 14:6)? And what more shall I say? He was being eaten, because He was bread: I am, He says, the bread which came down from heaven (John 6:41). This is the bread which refreshes, and does not fail.
CAPUT VI.— 6. Veritate pasci, pars Mariae quae non transit. Delectatio de lumine veritatis. Intendat itaque Charitas vestra. Ecce dicimus ministrare sanctis, cibum parare, potum ministrare, mensam ponere, pedes lavare, lectum sternere, tecto suscipere; nonne omne hoc transiturum est? Quis autem audet dicere, modo nos pasci veritate, non pasci autem cum venerimus ad immortalitatem? Nonne si pascimur modo micis, tunc plenam habebimus mensam? De ipso enim cibo spirituali Dominus dicebat, quando laudavit fidem Centurionis, et dixit: Amen dico vobis, non inveni tantam fidem in Israel. Et ideo dico vobis, quia multi ab oriente et occidente venient, et recumbent cum Abraham et Isaac et Jacob in regno coelorum (Matth. VIII, 10, 11). Absit a cogitationibus nostris, ut illos cibos in mensa illius regni cogitemus, de qualibus dicit Apostolus: Esca ventri, et venter escis; Deus autem et hunc et has evacuabit (I Cor. VI, 13). Quare evacuabit? Quia fames non erit ibi. Quod manducabitur, non finitur. Nam et hoc praemium sanctis suis promittens in illo regno, ait: Amen dico vobis, quia faciet eos recumbere; et transiet, et ministrabit eis (Luc. XII, 37). Quid est, faciet eos recumbere, nisi, faciet requiescere, faciet vacare? Quid est, transibit, vel, transiet, et ministrabit eis? Post hunc transitum ministrabit eis. Hic enim transitum fecit Christus: veniemus ad eum quo transivit, ibi jam non transit. Nam et Pascha in hebraea lingua Transitus interpretatur. Hoc Dominus ostendit, imo evangelista, ubi de Domino dixit: Cum autem venisset hora ut transiret de hoc mundo ad Patrem (Joan. XIII, 1). Si ergo hic nos pascit, et sic pascit; ibi quomodo pascet? Quod ergo elegit Maria, crescebat, non transibat. Delectatio enim cordis humani de lumine veritatis, de affluentia sapientiae, delectatio cordis humani, cordis fidelis, cordis sancti, non invenitur voluptas, cui possit aliqua ex parte comparari, ut vel minor dicatur. Quod enim dicis, Minus est, quasi
Chapter VI.— 6. To be fed with truth, the part of Mary which does not pass away. The delight in the light of truth. Let your Charity therefore attend. See, we speak of ministering to the saints, preparing food, serving drink, setting a table, washing feet, spreading a bed, receiving under one's roof; is not all this going to pass away? But who dares to say that we are fed with truth now, but are not fed when we have come to immortality? If we are fed now with crumbs, shall we not then have a full table? For of this very spiritual food the Lord was speaking when He praised the faith of the centurion and said: Amen I say to you, I have not found such great faith in Israel. And therefore I say to you, that many shall come from the east and the west, and shall recline with Abraham and Isaac and Jacob in the kingdom of heaven (Matt. 8:10–11). Far be it from our thoughts that we should think of the foods at the table of that kingdom as being of the sort of which the Apostle says: Food for the belly, and the belly for foods; but God will bring to nothing both it and them (1 Cor. 6:13). Why will He bring them to nothing? Because there will be no hunger there. What will be eaten is not used up. For, promising this reward too to His saints in that kingdom, He says: Amen I say to you, that He will make them recline; and He will pass by, and will minister to them (Luke 12:37). What is He will make them recline, except He will make them rest, He will make them be at leisure? What is He will pass, or, He will pass by, and will minister to them? After this passing He will minister to them. For here Christ made the passage: we shall come to Him whither He passed over, there He no longer passes. For Pascha too, in the Hebrew tongue, is interpreted Passage. This the Lord showed, or rather the evangelist, where he said of the Lord: But when the hour had come that He should pass from this world to the Father (John 13:1). If, then, He feeds us here, and feeds us thus, how will He feed us there? What Mary chose, therefore, was growing, not passing away. For the delight of the human heart in the light of truth, in the abundance of wisdom, the delight of the human heart, of the faithful heart, of the holy heart: no pleasure is found that could in any respect be compared with it, so that it might even be called lesser. For when you say, It is less, as if