minora peccata, si quotidie redimantur, nec desperationem nec dolorem poterunt generare. Si vero ad purgandum negligentes esse volumus, quomodo stabula quae longo tempore non mundantur, ita computrescunt et fetorem horribilem reddunt stercora ipsa, ut ibi non solum homines habitare, sed nec ipsa animalia stare possint; ita quicumque negligens in animam suam peccatorum sordes malis actibus longo tempore congregare voluerit, et quotidie bonis operibus emendare neglexerit, non solum Deus illum non dignabitur visitare, sed ipse peccator non poterit in se ipso consistere. Denique omnes negligentes, quorum corda multis peccatis, velut a quibusdam bestiis lacerantur, et tanquam a spinis venenosissimis compunguntur, hoc solent ad sibi similes dicere: Noveritis nos tristes esse vel anxios; et ideo venite, dissimulemus nos, aut ad circum aut ad theatrum euntes, aut ad tabulam ludentes, ant in aliquibus nos venationibus exercentes. Isti tales ideo a foris mundi consolationem quaerunt; quia illam quae a Deo intus in anima datur, accipere non merentur. Quando enim de multis calumniis vel rapinis ac de illis infelicibus spectaculis et periculosis venationibus revertuntur ad conscientias suas, quia ibi per illam exercitationem moerorem addiderunt potius quam tulerunt, habitare in se vel requiescere omnino non possunt, sed peccatorum litibus vertuntur. Per superbiam enim quasi a leonibus lacerantur, per invidiam tanquam viperarum morsu percutiuntur, per iracundiam crudeli incendio concremantur, per crudelitatem morsu saevitiae disrumpuntur; in rapinis velut luporum dentibus comeduntur, in luxuriis et ebrietatibus tanquam in immundissimis cloacis volutantur: ac sic dum de crudelissimis theatris ad crudeliores conscientias quasi de malis ad pejora redeunt, requiem habere non possunt. Sed quantum melius vitiorum stimulis fatigati, divinis lectionibus studerent, ubi veram dissimulationem et integram consolationem poterant invenire; sanctorum etiam limina frequentantes, contra ipsa peccata ipsorum adjutorium postularent; et jejuniis et orationibus sive eleemosynis insistentes, magis punire quam nutrire vel addere peccata ipsa contenderent: ut effugato de cordibus suis crudelissimo exercitu vitiorum, ad veram requiem, id est, ad Christum, toto corde recurrerent, et audirent eum misericordissima sibi voce clamantem, Venite ad me, omnes qui laboratis et onerati estis, et invenietis requiem animabus vestris (Matth. XI, 28).
lesser sins, if they are redeemed daily, will be able to produce neither despair nor grief. But if we are willing to be negligent about cleansing, then just as in stables which are not cleaned for a long time the dung itself so rots and gives off so horrible a stench that not only can men not live there, but not even the animals themselves can stand there, so whoever negligently is willing for a long time to gather the filth of sins into his soul by evil deeds, and neglects to amend it daily by good works, not only will God not deign to visit him, but the sinner himself will not be able to abide within himself. Indeed all the negligent, whose hearts are torn by many sins as if by certain wild beasts, and are pricked as if by most venomous thorns, are accustomed to say this to those like themselves: You know that we are sad or anxious; and so come, let us distract ourselves, going either to the circus or to the theatre, or playing at the gaming-board, or exercising ourselves in some hunts. Such people therefore seek the consolation of the world from outside, because they do not deserve to receive that which is given by God inwardly in the soul. For when they return from many false accusations or robberies, and from those unhappy spectacles and dangerous hunts, to their own consciences, since through that pursuit they have added sorrow rather than taken it away, they are utterly unable to dwell or rest within themselves, but are tossed about by the quarrels of their sins. For through pride they are torn as if by lions, through envy they are struck as if by the bite of vipers, through anger they are burnt up in a cruel fire, through cruelty they are rent apart by the bite of savagery; in robberies they are devoured as if by the teeth of wolves, in debaucheries and drunkenness they wallow as if in the filthiest sewers: and so, while they return from the most cruel theatres to more cruel consciences, as if from evil things to worse, they cannot have rest. But how much better would it be if, wearied by the goads of the vices, they devoted themselves to the divine readings, where they could find true distraction and complete consolation; if, frequenting also the thresholds of the saints, they begged help against those very sins of theirs; and if, persevering in fasts and prayers or almsgiving, they strove rather to punish than to nourish or add to those sins: so that, the most cruel army of vices having been put to flight from their hearts, they might run back with their whole heart to true rest, that is, to Christ, and might hear Him crying out to them with a most merciful voice, Come to Me, all you who labour and are burdened, and you will find rest for your souls (Matt. 11:28).
4. Peccata etiam minuta sollicite expianda. Qui haec humiliter ac fideliter agere voluerint, de gravi tempestate ad tranquillitatem, et de crudelissimo vitiorum barbarico ad veram pacem poterunt pervenire. Si qui autem sunt, qui se a supra dictis malis immunes esse confidunt, et pro eo quod capitalia crimina non admittunt, periculosa securitate quasi de innocentia gloriantur; timeant ne eos abundantia minutorum peccatorum, tanquam durissima scabies muscarum vel pulicum, ita affligat et cruciet, ut etiam ipsi in se habitare non possint. Unde et sicut crudeles ac mortiferas bestias, quae uno morsu solent interficere, timemus, et minutas bestiolas, quae nos cruciare possunt, horrescimus; cum Dei adjutorio et capitalia crimina ac minuta peccata, sine quibus esse non possumus, quotidianis eleemosynis vel orationibus, praecipue dum inimicos nostros diligimus toto corde, redimamus. Nam si nos in extremo vitae nostrae tempore ad agendam poenitentiam vel ad redimenda peccata vel crimina reservemus; timere debemus ne forte nos mors inopinata praeveniat, et ad illud subitaneum tempus poenitentiae non sinat pervenire, ad quod nos mortifera securitate volumus reservare. Et ideo timeamus illud quod scriptum est, Nolite tardare converti ad Dominum, nec differatis de die in diem (Eccli. V, 8). O homo, quare differs
4. Even small sins must be carefully expiated. Those who are willing to do these things humbly and faithfully will be able to come from a grievous tempest to calm, and from the most cruel barbarian horde of vices to true peace. But if there are any who are confident that they are free from the evils mentioned above, and, because they do not commit capital crimes, boast with a dangerous security as if of innocence, let them fear lest the abundance of small sins, like a most harsh scab from flies or fleas, so afflict and torment them that they too cannot dwell within themselves. Therefore, just as we fear cruel and deadly beasts, which are accustomed to kill with a single bite, and also shudder at tiny little creatures, which can torment us, so with the help of God let us redeem both capital crimes and small sins, without which we cannot be, by daily almsgiving or prayers, especially when we love our enemies with our whole heart. For if we reserve ourselves until the last time of our life for doing penance or for redeeming sins or crimes, we ought to fear lest perhaps an unexpected death forestall us, and not allow us to reach that sudden time of penance for which we wish, with a deadly security, to reserve ourselves. And therefore let us fear what is written, Do not delay to turn to the Lord, and do not put it off from day to day (Ecclus. 5:8). O man, why do you put off