Omne desiderium habemus semper litteris nostris charitatem vestram consolandi, et relevandi vos a sollicitudine quae vobis de nobis est: vobiscum vero et omnes sanctos et fratres nostros, qui curam nostri propter Dominum gerunt. Ecce et impraesentiarum scribo vobis, quae coarctant nos. Veritatem dico in nomine Christi Dei nostri. Remoti enim ex omni mundana turbatione, et depositi a peccatis nostris, ecce et ipsa vita caruimus. Siquidem hi qui in hac regione habitant omnes gentiles existunt, et gentiles mores acceperunt hi qui hic habitare noscuntur, nullam charitatem prorsus habentes, quam jugiter hominum natura et inter ipsos quoque barbaros crebra compassione demonstrat. Novit itaque Deus, nisi ex naviculis, quae veniunt ex partibus Romaniae, ut hi qui hic sunt nuncupant, partes, videlicet, Graecorum Ponticas partes vocantes. Nam nec semel de regione ista usque ad unum trimisium frumentum potui comparare, sed nec alterius cujuscunque generis speciem, nisi, ut praedictum est, ex naviculis quae huc raro veniunt, ut sale onustae recedant. Sic potuimus emere tres vel quatuor modios numismate, usque ad praesentem Septembrium mensem. Usque nunc vero non potuimus de novis geniminibus emere, nisi uno numismate modios quatuor. Miratus sum autem, et adhuc miror indiscretionem et incompassionem omnium qui quondam mihi pertinebant, et amicorum meorum ac propinquorum, quia sic funditus infelicitatis meae obliti sunt, et nec scire volunt, ut invenio, sive sim super terram, sive non sim. Miratus quoque multo magis sum in eos qui sunt sanctissimae apostoli Petri Ecclesiae, quoniam tantam dederunt operam de corpore ac membro suo, id est, super dilectione nostra, ad reddendos nos sine sollicitudine. Saltem super corporali usu, quotidianoque
We have every desire always to console your charity by our letters, and to relieve you of the anxiety which you have on our account: and together with you all the saints and our brethren also, who for the Lord's sake have care of us. Behold, even at present I write to you the things that press upon us. I speak the truth in the name of Christ our God. For, removed from all worldly disturbance, and put down by our sins, behold, we have been deprived even of life itself. For those who dwell in this region are all pagans, and those who are known to live here have taken on pagan ways, having no charity at all, [the charity] which human nature continually shows even among the barbarians themselves by frequent compassion. God knows, therefore, [that we have nothing] except from the little ships which come from the parts of Romania, as those who are here call them: that is, calling the parts of the Greeks the Pontic parts. For not once have I been able to buy from this region so much as a single trimisium's worth of corn, nor yet any commodity of any other kind, except, as has been said, from the little ships which come here rarely, in order to go back laden with salt. Thus we were able to buy three or four modii for a numisma, up to the present month of September. Until now, however, we have not been able to buy of the new crops except four modii for one numisma. But I have wondered, and I still wonder, at the heedlessness and lack of compassion of all who once belonged to me, and of my friends and kinsmen, that they have so utterly forgotten my misfortune, and do not even wish to know, as I find, whether I am upon the earth or not. Much more also have I wondered at those who belong to the most holy Church of the apostle Peter, that they have taken such care for their own body and member, that is, concerning their love for us, to render us free from anxiety. At least concerning bodily use and daily