homines appellatos qui necdum potentiam noverant Salvatoris. Et nos quoque singuli cum signo dominicae crucis imbuti saeculum relinquere disponimus, navem profecto cum Jesu conscendimus, stagnum transfretare conamur. Sed qui non dormitavit, neque obdormiet custodiens semper Israel (Psal. CXX), nobis tamen saepe navigantibus, quasi inter aequoris fremitus obdormit, quando crebrescente inter medios virtutum nisus, vel immundorum spirituum, vel hominum pravorum, vel ipso nostrarum cogitationum impetu, fidei splendor obtenebrescit, spei celsitudo contabescit, amoris flamma refrigescit. Verum inter hujusmodi procellas, ad illum necesse est gubernatorem curramus, illum seduli excitemus qui non serviat, sed imperet ventis. Mox tempestates compescet, refundet tranquillitatem, portum salutis indulgebit. Libet inter haec paucis discussa apostolici navigii varietate, qualiter bonos suum secretum juvet, malorumve permixtio turbet, intueri. Ecce enim, ut a perfectioribus inchoemus, post celebrata dominicae resurrectionis solemnia, septem electi discipuli navem piscaturi ascendunt, et quia non longe a terra perpetuae quietis, sed quasi cubitis ducentis aberant, hoc est, tantum mundo animum, quantum gemina dilectio poscebat apposuerant, quia se Petrus negotiis saecularibus exuerat, jam Dominum in littore mortalitatis stantem cernere, jam cum illo epulari, jam mane supernae lucis aspirante, mystico magnorum piscium numero sua retia impleta, nec tamen rupta suscipere, atque infimis saeculi fluctibus extrahere merentur. Alibi Petrus, ut supra legitur, jubente Domino, retia laxat in capturam, pisciumque comprehendit multitudinem copiosam. Sed quia ipse fragilis adhuc animi fuerat, ita ut Christo tremens diceret: Exi a me, quia homo peccator sum, Domine (Luc. V), et retia tunc rupta sunt, et si non socii adjuvissent, naves etiam mersae subsiderent. Item in hoc loco discipuli cum Domino navem conscendunt, mare adeunt, sed quia intererat et Judas, et Dominus in puppi, quae sedes erat gubernanti, dormisse, et ventus pontusque deforis saevisse perhibentur. Nam et si multa illic discipulorum merita navigabant, tunc adhuc eam perfidia proditoris agitabat: et qui suis meritis firmi fuere, turbabantur alienis. Item Paulus cum fratribus Hierosolymam navigans, et diem Pentecosten ibi Spiritusque sancti gaudia celebrare festinans, recto cursu cuncta peragrat. Porro ab Hierosolymis Romam relegatus, quia cum infidelibus iter agit, mare furit, venti refragantur, imber imminet, frigora fatigant, astra obnubilant, terra negatur, triticum in mare jactatur, navis armamenta tolluntur, ipsa postremo navis arenis illisa dissolvitur, naturae quam non agnoscunt, terram, nando petunt. Et qui saeculi undas onerati cupiditatibus subierant, eodem adversante saeculo vix nudi evadunt. Juxta quod idem apostolus ait: Ipse autem salvus erit, sic tamen quasi per ignem (I Cor. III).
are called men, as those who did not yet know the power of the Saviour. And we too, each of us, when, imbued with the sign of the Lord's cross, we resolve to leave the world, surely board the boat with Jesus and attempt to cross the lake. But He who keeping Israel for ever has not slumbered nor will sleep (Ps. 120:4) nevertheless often, while we are sailing, sleeps as it were amid the roaring of the sea, when, amid the very efforts of the virtues, by the mounting assault whether of unclean spirits, or of wicked men, or of our own thoughts, the splendour of faith is darkened, the height of hope wastes away, the flame of love grows cold. But amid storms of this kind we must run to that Helmsman, we must earnestly wake Him who does not serve the winds but commands them. At once He will quell the tempests, pour back calm, and grant the harbour of salvation. Amid these things it is pleasing, having briefly examined the variety of the apostolic voyaging, to consider how their own seclusion helps the good, or the admixture of the wicked troubles them. For see, to begin with the more perfect: after the solemnity of the Lord's resurrection had been celebrated, seven chosen disciples board a boat to fish, and because they were not far from the land of everlasting rest, but about two hundred cubits off, that is, they had applied their mind to the world only so far as the twofold love required, since Peter had stripped himself of worldly business, they are found worthy now to see the Lord standing on the shore of mortality, now to feast with Him, now, as the morning of the light above breathed on them, to receive their nets filled with the mystical number of great fishes and yet not broken, and to draw them from the lowest waves of the world. Elsewhere Peter, as is read above, at the Lord's command lets down the nets for a catch, and takes a great multitude of fishes. But because he himself was still of frail mind, so that trembling he said to Christ: Depart from me, for I am a sinful man, Lord (Luke 5:8), then the nets were also broken, and had his companions not helped, the boats too would have been swamped and sunk. Again, in this place the disciples board the boat with the Lord and go out on the sea, but because Judas too was among them, the Lord is said to have slept in the stern, which was the helmsman's seat, and the wind and sea to have raged outside. For even if many merits of the disciples were sailing there, the faithlessness of the traitor was still tossing the boat at that time; and those who were firm in their own merits were troubled by another's. Again Paul, sailing with the brethren to Jerusalem, and hastening to celebrate there the day of Pentecost and the joys of the Holy Spirit, passes over all the way with a straight course. But when sent off from Jerusalem to Rome, because he makes the journey with unbelievers, the sea rages, the winds oppose, rain threatens, cold wearies them, the stars are clouded over, land is denied them, the wheat is thrown into the sea, the ship's tackle is taken away, and at last the ship itself, dashed on the sands, breaks apart; the land, which they do not recognize, they make for by swimming. And those who, loaded with desires, had entered the waves of the world escape barely, naked, from that same world turned against them. According to what the same apostle says: He himself will be saved, yet so as through fire (1 Cor. 3:15).