quidam opus bonum fecerunt, ut venirent ad lucem, id est ad Christum? et quomodo quidam dilexerunt tenebras? Si enim omnes peccatores invenit, et omnes a peccato sanat, et serpens ille in quo figurata est mors Domini, eos sanat qui morsi fuerant, et propter morsum serpentis erectus est serpens, id est mors Domini, propter mortales homines, quos invenit injustos; quomodo intelligitur, Hoc est judicium, quia lux venit in mundum, et dilexerunt homines magis tenebras quam lucem: erant enim mala opera eorum? Quid est hoc? quorum enim erant bona opera? Nonne venisti ut justifices impios? Sed dilexerunt, inquit, tenebras magis quam lucem. Ibi posuit vim: multi enim dilexerunt peccata sua, multi confessi sunt peccata sua: quia qui confitetur peccata sua, et accusat peccata sua, jam cum Deo facit. Accusat Deus peccata tua: si et tu accusas, conjungeris Deo. Quasi duae res sunt, homo et peccator. Quod audis homo, Deus fecit: quod audis peccator, ipse homo fecit. Dele quod fecisti, ut Deus salvet quod fecit. Oportet ut oderis in te opus tuum, et ames in te opus Dei. Cum autem coeperit tibi displicere quod fecisti, inde incipiunt bona opera tua, quia accusas mala opera tua. Initium operum bonorum, confessio est operum malorum. Facis veritatem, et venis ad lucem. Quid est, Facis veritatem? Non te palpas, non tibi blandiris, non te adulas; non dicis, Justus snm, cum sis iniquus, et incipis facere veritatem. Venis autem ad lucem ut manifestentur opera tua, quia in Deo sunt facta; quia et hoc ipsum quod tibi displicuit peccatum tuum, non tibi displiceret, nisi Deus tibi luceret, et ejus veritas tibi ostenderet. Sed qui et admonitus diligit peccata sua, odit admonentem lucem et fugit eam, ut non arguantur opera ejus mala quae diligit. Qui autem facit veritatem, accusat in se mala sua; non sibi parcit, non sibi ignoscit, ut Deus ignoscat: quia quod vult ut Deus ignoscat, ipse agnoscit, et venit ad lucem; cui gratias agit, quod illi quid in se odisset ostenderit. Dicit Deo, Averte faciem tuam a peccatis meis: et qua fronte dicit, nisi iterum dicat, Quoniam facinus meum ego cognosco, et peccatum meum coram me est semper (Psal. L, 11, 5)? Sit ante te quod non vis esse ante Deum. Si autem post te feceris peccatum tuum, retorquet illnd tibi Deus ante oculos tuos; et tunc retorquet, quando jam poenitentiae fructus nullus erit.
some did a good work, so that they might come to the light, that is, to Christ? And how did some love the darkness? For if He found all men sinners, and heals all from sin, and that serpent in which the death of the Lord was prefigured heals those who had been bitten, and the serpent was lifted up on account of the serpent's bite, that is, the death of the Lord on account of mortal men, whom He found unrighteous; how is this to be understood: This is the judgement, that the light has come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light: for their works were evil? What is this? For whose works were good? Did You not come to justify the ungodly? But they loved, He says, darkness rather than light. There He placed the weight: for many loved their sins, many confessed their sins: for whoever confesses his sins, and accuses his sins, already acts with God. God accuses your sins: if you too accuse them, you are joined to God. There are, as it were, two things, man and sinner. What you hear called man, God made: what you hear called sinner, man himself made. Destroy what you have made, so that God may save what He made. You must hate in yourself your own work, and love in yourself the work of God. But when what you have done begins to displease you, from there your good works begin, because you accuse your evil works. The beginning of good works is the confession of evil works. You do the truth, and you come to the light. What is "You do the truth"? You do not stroke yourself, you do not coax yourself, you do not flatter yourself; you do not say, I am righteous, when you are unrighteous, and you begin to do the truth. And you come to the light so that your works may be made manifest, because they have been done in God; because this very thing, that your sin displeased you, would not displease you unless God shone upon you, and His truth showed it to you. But he who, even when warned, loves his sins hates the light that warns him and flees from it, so that his evil works which he loves may not be reproved. But he who does the truth accuses his evils in himself; he does not spare himself, he does not pardon himself, so that God may pardon: for what he wants God to pardon, he himself acknowledges, and he comes to the light; and he gives thanks to it because it has shown him what he should hate in himself. He says to God, Turn away Thy face from my sins: and with what face does he say it, unless he says again, For I acknowledge my wrongdoing, and my sin is before me always (Ps. 50:11, 5)? Let that be before you which you do not want to be before God. But if you put your sin behind you, God will turn it back before your eyes; and He turns it back then, when there will no longer be any fruit of repentance.
14. Currite, ne tenebrae vos comprehendant (Joan. XII, 35), fratres mei: evigilate ad salutem vestram, evigilate dum tempus est; nullus retardetur a templo Dei, nullus retardetur ab opere Domini, nullus avocetur ab oratione continua, nullus a solita devotione fraudetur. Evigilate ergo cum dies est: lucet dies, Christus est dies. Paratus est ignoscere, sed agnoscentibus; punire autem defendentes se, et justos se jactantes, et putantes se esse aliquid, cum nihil sint. In dilectione autem ejus et in misericordia ejus qui ambulat, etiam liberatus ab illis lethalibus et grandibus peccatis, qualia sunt facinora, homicidia, furta, adulteria; propter illa quae minuta videntur esse peccata
14. Run, lest the darkness overtake you (John 12:35), my brothers: wake up to your salvation, wake up while there is time; let no one be held back from the temple of God, let no one be held back from the work of the Lord, let no one be called away from continual prayer, let no one be defrauded of his accustomed devotion. Wake up, therefore, while it is day: the day shines, Christ is the day. He is ready to pardon, but to those who acknowledge [their sins]; but to punish those who defend themselves, and boast that they are righteous, and think themselves to be something, when they are nothing. But he who walks in His love and in His mercy, even when freed from those deadly and great sins, such as are crimes, murders, thefts, adulteries; on account of those which seem to be small sins