esset qui vos erudiret: et apud vosmetipsos tractatores essetis. Si enim, quod avertat Deus, in tam crassum et stupidum errorem prolapsi essetis, ut a natura vobis intellectum tribui putaretis, quem a sola gratia et misericordia Dei habetis, emendarent vos renes vestri, et clamarent, Quare ascendunt cogitationes hujusmodi in cor vestrum (Luc. XXIV, 38)? Unusquisque se ipsum consulat, se ipsum palpet, scrutetur, nec se quaesierit extra; interroget renes suos, et dicent illi, fuisse legem in membris meis contrariam legi mentis meae (Rom. VII, 23); pronus sum ad omne flagitium, ita me obruunt concupiscentiae fluctus, ut quotidie mergar, et in profundum peccatorum ruam. Ascendit invidia, ascendit superbia, ascendit luxuria, agmine facto miserum petunt: si Charybdim declinaverim, Scyllam incurro; si libidinem propulso, irae succumbo; si non me domat avaritia, caedit ebrietas; si rapinis abstineo, manum et viscera pauperibus claudo; si calumniis aures obduco, mors intrat per fenestras, hoc est, per oculos libidinum et voluptatum incentiva haurio; denique si rimam unam obturo, centum patent, quibus accipiam inimicum imbrem, et tandem fatiscam. Haec sunt quae apud te tractant renes tui, et propria infirmitate conscii erudiunt te, increpant te, emendant te, et usque in noctem. Qualem noctem? Conscientiae tuae caliginosae, cujus tenebris involutus velles, si posses, his quasi clypeum adversus lumen veritatis obtendere, et de fortitudine tua bene sperare. Sed emendant te renes tui. In renibus et in lumbis robur, ut est alicubi in Scriptura (Job XL, 11): sed quandoquidem adeo elumbes sint lumbi tui, adeo flaccescentes renes tui, erudiunt et dicunt, Si in renibus, unde est fortitudo, tanta est debilitas, tanta infirmitas, quid de caeteris fiet? Cum nos ergo erudierint lumbi nostri, et docuerint quam vana sit salus hominum; quid superest, nisi ut succingamus lumbos nostros, ut non diffluant? Quando apud nos tabulata nostra, aut nimia vetustate, aut nimio calore, aut tempestatum impulsione, vel alia quapiam de causa dehiscunt, illa statim clavis et nervis compingimus: hoc fiat de lumbis tuis, hoc est, de fortitudine tua; laxantur, ruunt, fatiscunt, solvitur tota compago; habes clavos in crucifixo, fortiter impinge, et tanto melius, quanto profundius; noli ponere labanti, ut sustentetur; sic firmabitur compago resoluta. Habent clavi crucis, quo jacentes erigant, quo debiles restituant, quo labentes retineant. Impelle, tunde, usque ad medullas, usque ad ipsam animam, ex hac emendatione sanaberis, et sanatus dices ad Dominum, Fortitudinem meam ad te custodiam (Psal. LVIII, 10): ex te fortitudo mea, ad te fortitudo mea. Conversi ad Dominum, etc.
would be there to instruct you: and you would be expounders among yourselves. For if, which God avert, you had fallen into so gross and stupid an error as to think that understanding is bestowed on you by nature, when you have it from the grace and mercy of God alone, your reins would correct you, and would cry out, Why do thoughts of this kind arise in your heart? (Luke 24:38). Let each one consult himself, feel himself, search himself, and not seek himself outside; let him question his reins, and they will tell him that there has been a law in my members contrary to the law of my mind (Rom. 7:23); I am prone to every shameful deed, the waves of concupiscence so overwhelm me that daily I am submerged and rush headlong into the depth of sins. Envy rises up, pride rises up, lust rises up; forming a column, they attack a wretched man: if I avoid Charybdis, I run upon Scylla; if I drive back lust, I yield to anger; if avarice does not master me, drunkenness strikes me down; if I abstain from plunder, I close my hand and my bowels to the poor; if I shut my ears against slanders, death enters through the windows, that is, through the eyes I drink in the incitements of lusts and pleasures; in short, if I stop up one chink, a hundred lie open, through which I may take in the hostile rain and at last give way. These are the things which your reins discuss with you, and, conscious of their own weakness, they instruct you, rebuke you, correct you, even into the night. What night? That of your darkened conscience, wrapped in whose darkness you would wish, if you could, to hold these out as a kind of shield against the light of truth, and to hope well of your own strength. But your reins correct you. In the reins and in the loins is strength, as it says somewhere in Scripture (Job 40:11): but since your loins are so feeble, your reins so languishing, they instruct you and say, If in the reins, whence strength comes, there is such weakness, such infirmity, what will become of the rest? Since, then, our loins have instructed us and taught us how vain is the salvation of men, what remains but that we gird up our loins, so that they do not fall apart? When among us our floorboards gape open, whether from excessive age, or from excessive heat, or from the battering of storms, or from some other cause, we at once fasten them together with nails and sinews: let this be done with your loins, that is, with your strength; they slacken, collapse, give way, the whole frame is loosened; you have nails in the Crucified, drive them in strongly, and so much the better, the deeper; do not lay [them] aside for what is tottering, that it may be held up; thus the loosened frame will be made firm. The nails of the cross have that by which they may raise those who lie fallen, restore the weak, hold back those who are slipping. Drive, strike, even to the marrow, even to the very soul; by this correction you will be healed, and, once healed, you will say to the Lord, My strength I will keep towards Thee (Ps. 58:10): from Thee is my strength, towards Thee is my strength. Turning to the Lord, etc.
1. Psalmus reformationis hominis mysterium continens. Psalmum vobis, dilectissimi, qui ad Christi Baptismum properatis, in nomine Domini tradimus memoriae collocandum; cujus necesse est, ut mysterium, illuminante divina gratia, exponamus. Hic enim psalmus specialiter reformationem lapsus humani generis, et sanctae Ecclesiae disciplinam, simulque continet sacramenta. Pateant igitur silentio aures cordis vestri ad audiendum, et totius intentionis paratos sulcos verbi semen inveniat: ut quod nunc sitiens terra susceperit, tempore accepto inebriata sanguine Christi, in procero germinans culmo, copiosos afferat fructus.
1. The psalm containing the mystery of man's reformation. To you, most beloved, who are hastening to the Baptism of Christ, we hand over, in the name of the Lord, a psalm to be committed to memory; and it is necessary that we expound its mystery, with divine grace giving light. For this psalm specially contains the reformation of the human race after its fall, and the discipline of holy Church, and at the same time her sacraments. Let the ears of your heart, then, be open in silence to hear, and let the seed of the word find the furrows of your whole attention prepared: so that what the thirsty earth has now received, at the acceptable time, made drunk with the blood of Christ and springing up on a tall stalk, may bring forth abundant fruits.